Still craving for you

Wandering in this fierce perplexity,
with my craving heart and wistful face
yet cant find you
with my pleading hands.

People tell me that
the angels are flying high into the skies,
and i begin seeking you with seasons,
yet can’t find you
for the cloud in my eyes,
hardly denies.

Too often did I do
even a fervent prayer,
therein, couldn’t find I
that reviving courier.

I don’t know how often
do you watch me in this disarray,
but still do I beg your being
in the sanctuaries
by curling up my own carcass arms
around myself groaningly –
entreating you from the above,

I see you soaring aloft
while gazing at the same sky,
you always would say,
together, we would fly.

I see you glowing in white,
carefully wrapped in cloud’s sheet,
when the cloud draws your image in its shield
you wander in delicate
like a stardust, so affectionate.

The wind whispers your name so divine
when closely hearken you talk to the wave
and chasing the flocks of angels
who are protecting you in fly.

You will be always my angel
and pray you like a nightingale,
no matter how hardly you abandoned,
but I will always remember you
like a sacred resplendent.
By: Abdul Samad Haidari

About samad1986

Abdul Samad Haidari is a poet, writer, teacher and a former freelance journalist, currently residing in Indonesia as a stateless refugee. He is the author of The Red Ribbon He fled his home country at the age of seven and grew up wandering in Pakistan and Iran as a child refugee, and was separated from his family for the majority of his childhood. For two years, at the age of eight and nine, he was forced into child labour in the construction industry in Iran. In contrast, Pakistan offered refugees like him the opportunity to study and work. This education and work experience culminated in Abdul teaching computer studies and English language courses at the Intel Computer Center and Pak Oxford Professionals. After the collapse of the Taliban government, Abdul returned to Afghanistan thinking that the security situation had improved, and that he could take part in the reconstruction of his war-torn country. With this in mind, Abdul served as a freelance journalist and humanitarian aid-worker in areas of the country that remained dangerous to civilians because of the influence of terrorist groups. Abdul served with the Norwegian refugee council (NRC), ActionAid Afghanistan, Daily Outlook Afghanistan group of newspapers, and The Daily Afghanistan Express. As a freelance journalist, Abdul wrote articles and editorials about on-the-ground realities, which were then circulated widely. These had a particular focus on women and children’s rights, corruption, transparency and accountability in government, warlords and terrorist groups’ actions and the systematic persecution of minority groups in both Afghanistan and Pakistan.
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1 Response to Still craving for you

  1. samad1986 says:

    Ziyad ham khub ash nist. Kho lushesh darm ke khubtar shawa 😊


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